waking up to reality...

morning comes, sun is rising

I breathe, the first thought that comes to mind, I thank God for living another day

Other thoughts then cloud my mind:

I think about my tasks for the day, my family, my friends, what they are doing at the moment

Primary Objectives: Every day is a mission

Opposition of tasks begin to invade my mind, the feeling of ignorance is a struggle

I am aware of my bad habits, control of it I know I possess,

Although temptation and seduction play an important roll in daily life

I carry on during the day, I EXIST!

My definition of existence: pain and pleasure (in respect to all human senses)

Thoughts. Action. Reaction. Conclusion.

What do I want? What do I need? What is worth living for? Why do I live?

...Questions that affect my actions towards my views of the world

What I currently feel the need for, I know, my family knows, my friends know

..but do they understand?

My deeds, if accumulated enough, do I deserve the reward I've been hoping to acquire

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Anomalies, things in my environment I can't control..how do I control?

Understanding the truth is key, but it can hurt,

..I do what ever it takes to overcome these obstacles of obscurity

The sun sets, night falls, my brain and entire body is exhausted

Mission Complete? maybe not all, but some..

Falling asleep, I thank God again, Its never a bad thing to wish for things

Fantasy: Living the Ideal Life, Having the Ideal significant other,

Being with the ones I mostly admire, doing the things I love to do,

..Endless Optimism, a reality waiting to come true.